.tied up.

Saturday, October 30, 2004

you're sorry.

you said sorry this morning.
i forgive you.
and i really hope this will be the last time i hear sorry from you.
i hope you STOP talking about it.
i hope you STOP racking up the past.
i hope you keep you enormous male ego locked up in some closet of yours.
i really hope when u said sorry.
u meant it.
i really hope u understand.
but i think and know u don't.
and u don't want to either.
don't u dare tell me ANYMORE tt i should quit it.
i will really flare up.
trust me.
i have kept my cool already.
telling you that i don't want to talk abt it.
because you don't want to try to understand.
so please.
DON'T YOU DARE TELL ME TO QUIT IT.
cause one fine day.
if i do flare up.
it's not going to be pretty.
and i mean it.
it's not.
but whatever it is.
i'm happy you apologized.
and i really do hope you mean it.
cause if u didn't, one fine day, you will bring up the whole issue again.
and that will be it.
for sure.
let me tell you.
i will still announce my displeasure.
until the day i learn to love it.
anyhow.
we wrote my appeal letter this morning.
to keep four subs.
gotta hand it in on monday.
i hope i remember to bring it to sch.
heh.
sigh.
am i going to be the only four subber in my class?
i don't know.

[ Jude whispered ][ 12:48 PM ]

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